I realized today;
that I feel really out of place, and.. that I almost always do feel out of place. I guess everyone wants that feeling of belonging... But, I feel like most people find it. And I wonder if something is wrong with me.
I realized today;
that I'm not a very good person. I want to be.. But.. I'm weak. I'm dumb. I make bad decisions. I don't read the bible... I don't exercise like I should.. I'm not very original. I'm way too passive.. And I'm a brat. I complain way too much, because I need other people.. Though I claim I'm independent. I want so badly to be better.. And I some how still can't find the motivation.