I'm literally crying because I spilled milk.
I feel like something is seriously wrong with me.
I really feel like I'm crying over something else, I just don't know what.
I should know, I want to be able to control my emotions.


I've been putting on a front a lot more lately..
Which I think could be good.
But I'm afraid that's why I'm crying more.

I just want to stop whining, but I can't if I'm really upset, because I don't want to keep these things all locked up inside.
And Pastor Chase told us all we need to stop whining.
I want to..


Idk what to do.
I just want to do that right thing.




"If we discover a desire within us that nothing in this world can satisfy, also we should begin to wonder if perhaps we were created for another world." C.S. Lewis.