Sometimes I think it will never go away.

it's not the forever type of thing. it never is. we are told when we grasp the concept of "forever" that "nothing ever last forever".. and part of me thinks that we try to prove it wrong, all of us want to be the ones that saw the end of forever, and that's why it hurts so bad. we all set out on our voyages and we tell ourself, that if we tell ourselves enough that it's going to last forever, it will. we believe it, we see it happening, and we get let down. because we couldn't be the one to prove something could last forever.