Saturday, January 31, 2009

I really don't care if sounds like I want pity.
Is that wrong?
I just like to write how I feel.
And... sometimes what I feel is pitiful.

1 comment:

Mr. Crohns said...

That is very courageous. You are very strong. To be willing to say I don't care if i sound this way, because that's how i feel. You are amazing.

As for feeling wrong all the time, I feel the exact same way. I don't know how we're not supposed to feel that way. I don't know how I'm not supposed to be so dang hard on myself.

I'm sorry you have these demons because I feel responsible in some ways. I'm sorry that life sucks right now and that you feel this way.

It's times like these when you have to cut out the bullshit and figure out why you feel the way you do and what isn't true. That involves trusting yourself, which is hard, but I really do believe in you.

I'm so sorry Rachel for so many things. I know things suck, but you're one of the strongest people I know, honestly, and I know that you are strong enough to stand in the harshest storms of life. There are great things that people are attracted to you for. They are things that are inside of you just waiting to burst out. You may not see them, but everyone else does and they are just drawn to you like moths to the fire.

I love you sis.