What a bitter sweet feeling.
You're the first to walk away.
I can see your eyes wander around.
You can keep your words,
You never sent your love.

What a bitter sweet feeling.
You're the second to walk away.
I can hear the seconds tick by.
You can keep your calls,
You never sent your love.

What a bitter sweet feeling.
You're the third to walk away.
I can feel our blood turn to water.
You can keep your hugs,
You never sent your love.

What a bitter sweet feeling.
I'm the last to walk away.
I can touch my reflection through the mirror.
I'll keep my mask,
I never sent my love.

I've come to realize,
life is going to be hard.
I've come to realize,
no matter what I do that will be true.
I've come to realize,
I'm not a person who will ever have stuff easily.
I've come to realize,
true friends really are impossible to come by.
I've come to realize,
I care way to much about everyone for my own good.
I've come to realize,
A lot of people consider me an option while I consider them a priority.
I've come to realize,
I can't really rely on anyone.
No matter what you say.
No matter if you say I can call you.
I could call you.
You couldn't answer.
I've come to realize,
God is even hard to rely on.
I've come to realize,
I'm very much so in a depression..
I've come to realize, blogging doesn't really help.
I've come to realize,
it's the best I've got.

I'm so sick of fake smiles.
I'm so sick of false friendship.



I'm so mad at life.