I feel bad.

I hate letting people down.
Gah.
He doesn't even know I'm letting him down.
I think thats the worst part.
I just hope he listens to the messages before he gets here.
Blah. : (
Idk.
I just worry too much.


On the plus side, I get to see Heath today.
And go to church.
So it wont be hard to put a smile on.



I just feel really bad, right now.