Call out to me, call me the grain of sand in your eye
call me anything you want, keep up with the lie.
I lay close, I soak you in, I wear you out.
I'm pushing 85 and everything looks the same
I gotta stop counting trees, stop reading signs
I thought I was on a new route.

I'd tell you I'm lucky to live even in my sigh
but you know, we don't know how it feels to die.
I breath the smoke, I hold it in, I let it out.
All the same buttons, thought it was a different game
I got ahead while I was falling behind
I've always been so sure about all my doubt.

Go for it, help all my flaws magnify.
I'd rather feel how it hurts, no chance to modify.
Lethal dose, it went in, it came out.
Pink vomit on the white tile shame
Help me, help, I've colored outside the lines
What will happen, when I'm completely inside out?

Don't read it at all, the shit these words signify,
You'll never have a clue because neither do I.
Diagnose, I walked in, I walk out.
Tell me whats wrong so I can rewrite my name
I've wasted so much of what's not mine, always father times.
Can you help me figure out what this is all about?

I'm confident, I'm insecure, wait. Who am I?
If I don't know who I am, does that make me a lie?
Come close, I'll take you in, I'll spit you out.
Check my face in the inertial reference frame.
I break all the laws with how I move to the nines
One side of me on the other side calls a time out.

I'll blend in 'til I can't see myself, invisible by
the time the sun slips out of the mackerel sky.
Under my own nose, day comes in, day goes out.
I spit the truth, I have horrible aim.
Who I am when the clock is ticking redefines
all I ever knew I was knowledgeable about.