I "ranaway". And got captured.

People suck everywhere.
Emily is the only one who doesn't in any way.
People are mean.
I feel so different from them.
And.. I keep making plans I shouldn't make.
I obvsiouly don't go through with them.
But it scares me.
I don't want to talk to anyone about it.
It's not like they could help anyways...

People break my heart and if they don't, I break theirs. And I don't know how to change.