Okay.
Seriously, what the hell?
Idk. Everyone, I'm pretty sure knows what it feels like to be replaced, or to not be good enough.
I never fucking feel good enough.
Okay?
Never. But I love you all always. And it's not good enough. I'm not good enough. EVER.

I moved away from everyone being so scared I wouldn't be good enough for them to remember me. But they did.

False hope. You understand?


They're all slowly talking to me less.


I feel like...idk.
They're getting over me and I don't like it : ( I still need them.


Emily is my best friend.. And I was her's.
But now she has Caitlyn.
And idk, you probably dont get it. But it hurts worse than breaking up with any stupid boy.
Idk.. I trusted her, more than I've ever trusted anyone.. And like, idk. I finally had someone I could always depend on... And idk. That really doesn't happen to me a lot. I finally had someone I could compeltely trust, and that NEVER happens to me.


Idk..