My mother believes I am a horrible person.
My Sam, is using me?!
My Emily has Taylor again. Doesn't need me.


I had a bad day.
I feel like I'm having a bad life.

I suck at volleyball. I let my team down.. It made me feel bad.

Mom and I got in a fight.
I was trying to be nice.
.. I told Sam about it.
And he said "Mhm."

I don't know if I just ask too much of people, But I need them so badly. I hate to admit it. I'd love it if I could just deal with everythign with out them. But I'm sad. I'm so sad. And I still help them WHENEVER they neeed. They call me at one in the morning while I'm sick to hell and I listen to them cry. And help them. I want someone to care about me like I care about all them. I want someone who I can rely on.
I need help.


I'm so sick of being alone.
I just want someone.
I don't have anyone.

My cat even hates me.