Dreamer.

Last night, I had a dream-
I had Mom/Ryan's old tracker. And I was a lone. I drove it to cooksforest. I don't remember everything but the drive was really long. I remember that. And at the end of the drive I was just weaving on a path through all the trees. There were trees every where. It got difficult. But then I got there and parked. Ryan met me. And I just walked with him. We didn't say anything. But we came to the bottom of a path. It was enclosed with trees. Even the top was closed it. It was beautiful. It went up,.. lke a hill. Haha. And At the top there was a huge cross. I didn't say anything btu Ryan said "Wait til you get to the top." But, I didn't walk up it. Mom came to meet me. And we went to see Nigel. Then mom walked with me to the top and tried to push me off..


Show much stuff that dream shows. I can't even figure it all out.

And its not that I think mom is trying to kill me. Its just like everytime I get into a happy place, she accidentally ruins it.
But then again, maybe I just let her ruin it.