I'm upset.

You can taste the irony in my blood,
The battles fought, the battles won.
All the smiles flashed,
you never could.
All the moments given,
I never should.
The scars I suffer,
I leave in my shadow.
But, facing this battle,
I am hallow.

"I need something to believe in
cuz I don’t believe in my self

I'm sick and tired of getting no where
guess it’ll all work out

And I don’t mind any more
and I don’t mind any more

And I need someone to put my trust in
cuz I aint trusting my self

And I'm scared of failure, so scared of success
guess it’ll all work out

And I don’t mind any more
and I don’t mind any more

Ooohhhhhhh yeah

And I don’t mind any more
and I don’t mind any more"
Newton Faulkner is amazing. You should check him out.



"Let me tell you this: if you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, it's not because they enjoy solitude. It's because they have tried to blend into the world before and people continue to disappoint them."
Thats so true.


I cleanedmy room for no reason. Thats when you know I'm out of control.
I wish I was stronger.